A Birthday With Beyoncè

Beyoncé Concert In Las Vegas!

For the past couple of years, celebrating my birthday has not been easy emotionally. Although I would always celebrate with friends and family, there was still an underlying layer of sadness on where I “thought I should be” or the “things I should have accomplished.” Having all of these deep emotions will result in “birthday blues,” where instead of celebrating the beauty of your life, you reflect on what didn’t happen causing you to be upset, confused, and worried. There were a few birthdays where these feelings would be overwhelmingly heavy where I didn’t want to speak to anyone or celebrate. Thank God for the amazing support system of friends and family in my life that always made sure to take time to be there for me, even when I couldn’t be there for myself. If it wasn’t for them, I really would be alone and not basking in the fact that I am alive and well. This year, I had no plans to do anything, let alone travel to Vegas and see…Beyoncé?!

With My High School Bestie

While at the park, I get this message from my high school bestie Dedria, which stated:

“So hear me out…If the tickets get lower…would you do a really quick trip to Vegas. The tickets for Cowboy Carter there is better than the ticket prices I’m seeing for DC today. It’s also your bday weekend, so it’s tricky”

Initially, I was shocked because of course I would love to see B, but did not have any intention on seeing the show, let alone planning to be in Vegas. I had to learn that sometimes, things do not happen as planned and when there is an opportunity, you just have to take it and enjoy. It took me some time to say yes, due to overthinking about logistics, packing and etc, but all things that can easily be solved, and would not prevent me from traveling. Before even booking flights and the hotel, my friend already purchased the tickets to lock in the great deal for the seats. From there everything fell into place with the flights and hotel. Just like that, we were all set to see one of the best shows I have seen in a long time.

Ironically, I purchased a cowgirl hat last year that I have never worn, and had a ruffle white top that I have never worn that paired perfect for the country theme of the show. I would have never thought that this would be preparation for the show! It’s so interesting that this ended up being the perfect look for that night. I added a pop of red on the lips and knew that I had to wear something comfortable on my feet and decided on sneakers. In a matter of days, I was packing not only the items for the trip, but also packing a heart full of gratitude. I knew the trip was off to a great start when I was able to get upgraded on my flights for free! I landed safely and was ready to be present for a trip I didn't see coming.

Beyoncè Doing Her Thing!!!

As you can imagine, the show was absolutely INCREDIBLE. Seeing the intentionality with the costumes, stage design, hair, makeup, live band, dancers and her beautiful voice, explains why she is the best entertainer of our time. As a creative, I was very inspired with how Beyoncè displays her creativity and artistry. I can tell based on the production alone that her tours take time and work. She also raises the bar by trying different genres with her music and still put herself out there, regardless of the comments or feedback. I remember reading that her tour was not selling, to now confirming that her tour is the HIGHEST grossing country tour! She has been consistent with her work and has demonstrated her determination from her very strong and undeniable work ethic. Whenever I post a blogpost, podcast episode or content, I am always mindful about every aspect prior to sharing, and this is why! At the end of her show, one of the last things she said was " I hope you were inspired," and I can say that I truly was.

Cowboy Carter Look

For this birthday, I did not feel the heaviness of the birthday blues, instead I felt a strong sense of privilege and gratitude. While at the resort, there was also a blind and deaf convention. While seeing everyone communicate in sign language, it made me feel grateful that I was able to enjoy the concert fully, with all of my senses intact. I noticed my legs, my mind, ears, eyes, ability to feel and taste, and was just amazed. In that moment, I can only thank God for all that I have. To be honest, there are still things I am praying for, and waiting for, however God knew I needed to be out of my environment to be mindful of what I have - right now. At this point, I am still on a quest on getting the life I have always dreamed of in all areas. I feel extremely blessed and favored for the angels God has placed in my life. Everytime I feel off and confused- there is always a reminder that things will get better and that my time is coming. Although I am excited for what is to come, the blessings I have now is beyond beautiful. Thank you God.

Beyoncè Live In Vegas